We’ll all know soon.
So this was the start to my morning.
I’m telling all of you out of hopes of actually continuing this...not that after FIVE YEARS of blogging I feel there’s any success in utilizing accountability as a factor in my fitness quest.
Actually, the only thing that keeps me returning to exercise is the thought of my grandmother in a wheelchair for 20+ years...and more recently, my mother’s health issues. While both indulged in habits I have not indulged in (smoking by Nana, overweight by my Mom) I cannot help but see correlations. Neither looked after their health, and I admit I really don’t want to. I fully subscribe to being part of the 80% designed to survive war and famine.
Lol, she’s not really old. But good lord I’m wearing my hair like this when I’m gray!
The Buckeye and I watched the first season of Vikings over Thanksgiving, and I admit it reminded me of a different season in my life. When I tried to convince the King I was worthy of his love, by exercising and getting fit. Over the years I’ve struggled, knowing full well I need to get back to where I was when my hand broke. Between 150-155, and fit.
I’m definitely not there now!!!! 😂😂
It’s not a huge amount of weight to shift: 25lbs. I also have a genuine desire to move it.
Just no desire to exercise or diet.
So I’m trying things...like removing the clothing I love that doesn’t fit from my closet...and telling myself I have to give it away if it doesn’t fit in X number of months.
Problem is....I’m not certain that will work.
What I do know will work?
Getting rid of every size 12 pair of jeans...and the 10’s when they get too big.
I have a double chin I’d like to get rid of, too.
So.
5-2.
But with a twist...hubby needs to go pescatarian. Keto pescatarian. For actual legit health reasons; so more impetus to do it right.
Hence the yoga mat in my office.
Starting now, before the new year. With stretches.
Quite honestly, it’s a stretch.
I don’t want to do it. At all. I’m perfectly content to stay exactly the weight I am.
But, fitness quest.
Begin again.
I don’t want hindsight to be 20/20...I want 2020 to be the year I am proud of. For the first time in quite awhile.
5 minutes down. 1820 minutes to go!
I’ll be curious to see what next Christmas brings!
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